Dear Poem

I was playing

the songs and tunes

I used to listen along with her.

But the memories were lost.

Never knew it was so hard

to recollect

and to recreate those moments

Alas!

Wonder how the marriage(s)

made my thoughts shrunk.

Now I am here 

dear poem

with stumbled words

looking for help.

She use to point you

for assistance

whenever my fingers stam

running out of creativity

I sadly chose the backspace

on my keyboard.

Back(in)space erased

everything,

the letters,

the words,

the phrases,

the stanzas,

Now look at you

dear poem 

you stand deformed.

Don't you want to look

beautiful

Give me back

my memories

I want to relish

the lost 

and create the destroyed

once again.